Monday, October 26, 2009

poems: from a while ago

none of what you are about to read is still true? not messages, just poetry.
as simple as that.
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i don't miss you because
you are not (beautiful) to me anymore
[it's hard to admit, just something has changed,
and i have remained the same]
it used to be your words fluttered me
but now i disbelieve them even in my memory.
you have lost my faith, somehow
and i am not sure enough to get it back
for i question whether it was reality at any moment.
and now i flutter no longer
and wonder when the wind will change
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jaded:
big blue diamond eyes
saw so sapphire
saw so bright
shone with glaze and belief in forever
but quarried by another's imperfections
the stars amidst the of blue began to dull to green
diamond is so hard
cuts sharp, they say
and jaded eyes...
don't shine.
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i am a different kind of insecure than i used to be
a bit ruined.
what happened to you?
what happened to me?

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