I don't know why i've been so down the past few days. Maybe it's transition, maybe it's cause I'm a bit sick, maybe it's cause I didn't get to school, maybe it's the stress of not knowing what I want, maybe it's loving people and not knowing what I want from that. I dunno. but I've been kinda sad. I know its also that it's snowing. Which on its own is nice, but it ruined all my plans, and I was so happy because of all the things I had to look forward to. And now there is nothing, and it's hard to be happy. I need to be with people, I really do. More than anything. I get lonelysick and then I just need to see people and the happy seeps back.