i keep hearing song lyrics that express exactly what i'm feeling at a certain moment.
recently it's been:
"If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time" (Billy Joel) .... and actually that whole song. But mostly that part.
also:
"Puisqu'on ne vivra jamais tous les deux
Puisqu'on est fou, puisqu'on est seul
Puisqu'ils sont si nombreux
Même la morale parle pour eux
J'aimerais quand même te dire,
Tout ce que j'ai pu écrire
Je l'ai puisé à l'encre de tes yeux"

true that.
I'm so lucky to have the friends I have, ones who care, ones who like to play and smile. I think I need a little more people-time. And I need to stop craving affection/affirmation so much. Now off to read some Dave Barry.