it's one of those mornings where i get by
because i have no other option
eating because i need to be able to drive
the girls to where they need to go
smiling because
it's my job
walking around
just to stop myself from falling back into bed
to pull the covers over my head
and pretend i never got up at all
and sure i'll be fine because i have to be
and this happens
it's a price i pay for feeling everything so damn much
for being who i am and am glad to be
really i just to decide to stop torturing myself
with thoughts of what i might wish for.
i can snap out of it, only that would be easier if i had someone to hold me
and touch my face
and protect me for a minute
whatever. graduation tonight; maybe that'll help.
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