the music still plays on

prayer service last night was very calming. calming is good, this hasn't been the calmest week. i've been making myself sick over the what ifs, but the best i've felt all week was when i didn't think about it, and how can i help the rest of you with your struggles when i get so consumed in my own. this is so not a big deal.

right now i'm wearing a sweatshirt and pj bottoms, that's it. i kind of wish i could just wear this the rest of my life, it's so comfortable. you know, right now, i just need people to tell me they won't judge me and they'll stick by me no matter what. i need people i don't even know that well to tell me that.

i'm also happy lately. my roommates are wonderful, and bob marley is wonderful, and my 8 am got canceled next week.